diff --git a/bin32/liboverlay.so b/bin32/liboverlay.so
index 7ef261e..39605c8 100755
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diff --git a/bin64/liboverlay.so b/bin64/liboverlay.so
index fe025c8..19dce4d 100755
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diff --git a/include/fontapi_internal.h b/include/fontapi_internal.h
index 4bdffb3..c998b84 100644
--- a/include/fontapi_internal.h
+++ b/include/fontapi_internal.h
@@ -14,14 +14,9 @@
 struct fontapi_font_t
 {
     int init;
-    int loaded;
-    int error;
 
     texture_font_t  *font;
     texture_atlas_t *atlas;
-
-    char path[256];
-    float size;
 };
 
 texture_font_t*
diff --git a/include/log.h b/include/log.h
index 8a640e3..7bc2ba5 100644
--- a/include/log.h
+++ b/include/log.h
@@ -7,5 +7,15 @@
 
 #pragma once
 
+#define DEBUG 0
+
+#if DEBUG
+
 void
 log_write(const char *format, ...);
+
+#else
+
+#define log_write(...)
+
+#endif
diff --git a/src/drawglx.c b/src/drawglx.c
index b51c44c..88e6e5e 100644
--- a/src/drawglx.c
+++ b/src/drawglx.c
@@ -381,7 +381,14 @@ draw_string_internal(float x, float y, const char *string, texture_font_t *fnt,
 
     texture_font_load_glyphs(fnt, string);
 
-    for (size_t i = 0; i < strlen(string); ++i)
+    int len = strlen(string);
+    if (len == 0)
+        return;
+
+    GLuint indices[6 * len];
+    struct vertex_v2ft2fc4f vertices[4 * len];
+
+    for (size_t i = 0; i < len; ++i)
     {
         texture_glyph_t *glyph = texture_font_find_glyph(fnt, &string[i]);
         if (glyph == NULL)
@@ -402,23 +409,27 @@ draw_string_internal(float x, float y, const char *string, texture_font_t *fnt,
         float s1 = glyph->s1;
         float t1 = glyph->t1;
 
-        GLuint idx = dstream.next_index;
-        GLuint indices[] = { idx, idx + 1, idx + 2,
-                             idx + 2, idx + 3, idx };
-        struct vertex_v2ft2fc4f vertices[] = {
-                { (vec2){ x0, y0 }, (vec2){ s0, t0 }, color },
-                { (vec2){ x0, y1 }, (vec2){ s0, t1 }, color },
-                { (vec2){ x1, y1 }, (vec2){ s1, t1 }, color },
-                { (vec2){ x1, y0 }, (vec2){ s1, t0 }, color }
-        };
+        GLuint idx = dstream.next_index + i * 4;
+        indices[i * 6 + 0] = idx;
+        indices[i * 6 + 1] = idx + 1;
+        indices[i * 6 + 2] = idx + 2;
+        indices[i * 6 + 3] = idx + 2;
+        indices[i * 6 + 4] = idx + 3;
+        indices[i * 6 + 5] = idx;
 
-        dis_push_indices(6, indices);
-        dis_push_vertices(4, sizeof(struct vertex_v2ft2fc4f), vertices);
+        vertices[i * 4 + 0] = (struct vertex_v2ft2fc4f){ (vec2){ x0, y0 }, (vec2){ s0, t0 }, color };
+        vertices[i * 4 + 1] = (struct vertex_v2ft2fc4f){ (vec2){ x0, y1 }, (vec2){ s0, t1 }, color };
+        vertices[i * 4 + 2] = (struct vertex_v2ft2fc4f){ (vec2){ x1, y1 }, (vec2){ s1, t1 }, color };
+        vertices[i * 4 + 3] = (struct vertex_v2ft2fc4f){ (vec2){ x1, y0 }, (vec2){ s1, t0 }, color };
 
         pen_x += glyph->advance_x;
         if (glyph->height > size_y)
             size_y = glyph->height;
     }
+
+    dis_push_indices(6 * len, indices);
+    dis_push_vertices(4 * len, sizeof(struct vertex_v2ft2fc4f), vertices);
+
     if (out_x)
         *out_x = pen_x - x;
     if (out_y)
@@ -437,6 +448,7 @@ xoverlay_draw_string(float x, float y, const char *string, xoverlay_font_handle_
     if (fnt == NULL)
     {
         log_write("xoverlay_draw_string: INVALID FONT HANDLE %u\n", font);
+        return;
     }
 
     fnt->rendermode = RENDER_NORMAL;
@@ -459,7 +471,10 @@ xoverlay_draw_string_with_outline(float x, float y, const char *string, xoverlay
 
     texture_font_t *fnt = fontapi_get(font);
     if (fnt == NULL)
+    {
+        log_write("xoverlay_draw_string: INVALID FONT HANDLE %u\n", font);
         return;
+    }
 
     fnt->rendermode = RENDER_OUTLINE_POSITIVE;
     fnt->outline_thickness = outline_width;
diff --git a/src/drawglx.o b/src/drawglx.o
index f2ed89a..2cd6fcb 100644
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diff --git a/src/drawglx_internal.o b/src/drawglx_internal.o
index 07bd9ae..04ab5b1 100644
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diff --git a/src/fontapi.c b/src/fontapi.c
index c21e4e7..b759735 100644
--- a/src/fontapi.c
+++ b/src/fontapi.c
@@ -34,12 +34,21 @@ xoverlay_font_load(const char *path, float size)
 {
     struct fontapi_font_t result;
     memset(&result, 0, sizeof(result));
-    strncpy(result.path, path, sizeof(result.path) - 1);
-    result.size = size;
-    xoverlay_font_handle_t handle = fontapi_add_font(&result);
-    log_write("fontapi: init font %u: %d %d\n", handle, loaded_fonts[handle].init, result.init);
-    fflush(stdout);
-    return handle;
+
+    result.atlas = texture_atlas_new(1024, 1024, 1);
+    if (result.atlas != NULL)
+    {
+        result.font = texture_font_new_from_file(result.atlas, size, path);
+        if (result.font == NULL)
+        {
+            log_write("fontapi: load: could not init font\n");
+        }
+    }
+    else
+    {
+        log_write("fontapi: load: could not init atlas\n");
+    }
+    return fontapi_add_font(&result);
 }
 
 void
@@ -49,8 +58,6 @@ xoverlay_font_unload(xoverlay_font_handle_t handle)
         return;
     if (loaded_fonts[handle].init == 0)
         return;
-    if (loaded_fonts[handle].loaded == 0)
-        return;
 
     texture_atlas_delete(loaded_fonts[handle].atlas);
     texture_font_delete(loaded_fonts[handle].font);
@@ -59,69 +66,30 @@ xoverlay_font_unload(xoverlay_font_handle_t handle)
 xoverlay_font_handle_t
 fontapi_add_font(struct fontapi_font_t *font)
 {
-    for (xoverlay_font_handle_t i = 0; i < XOVERLAY_FONT_COUNT; ++i)
+    for (xoverlay_font_handle_t i = 1; i < XOVERLAY_FONT_COUNT; ++i)
     {
         if (loaded_fonts[i].init == 0)
         {
             font->init = 1;
             memcpy(&loaded_fonts[i], font, sizeof(struct fontapi_font_t));
+            log_write("init success: %u %p %p\n", i, font->atlas, font->font);
             return i;
         }
     }
     return XOVERLAY_FONT_INVALID_HANDLE;
 }
 
-void
-fontapi_texture_load(xoverlay_font_handle_t handle)
-{
-    log_write("fontapi: loading font %u\n", handle);
-    struct fontapi_font_t *font = &loaded_fonts[handle];
-
-    font->error = 1;
-
-    font->atlas = texture_atlas_new(1024, 1024, 1);
-    if (font->atlas != NULL)
-    {
-        font->font = texture_font_new_from_file(font->atlas, font->size, font->path);
-        if (font->font != NULL)
-        {
-            font->error = 0;
-        }
-        else
-        {
-            log_write("fontapi: load: could not init font\n");
-        }
-    }
-    else
-    {
-        log_write("fontapi: load: could not init atlas\n");
-    }
-
-    font->loaded = 1;
-}
-
 texture_font_t*
 fontapi_get(xoverlay_font_handle_t handle)
 {
-    log_write("fontapi: finding font %u\n", handle);
     if (handle >= XOVERLAY_FONT_COUNT)
     {
         log_write("fontapi: invalid handle %u\n", handle);
-        fflush(stdout);
         return NULL;
     }
     if (loaded_fonts[handle].init == 0)
     {
-        log_write("fontapi: font '%s' %u not init\n", loaded_fonts[handle - 1].path, handle);
-        fflush(stdout);
-        return NULL;
-    }
-    if (loaded_fonts[handle].loaded == 0)
-        fontapi_texture_load(handle);
-    if (loaded_fonts[handle].error == 1)
-    {
-        log_write("fontapi: %u loading error\n", handle);
-        fflush(stdout);
+        log_write("fontapi: font %u not init\n", handle);
         return NULL;
     }
     return loaded_fonts[handle].font;
diff --git a/src/fontapi.o b/src/fontapi.o
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diff --git a/src/input.o b/src/input.o
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diff --git a/src/log.c b/src/log.c
index e5b348c..376e843 100644
--- a/src/log.c
+++ b/src/log.c
@@ -12,6 +12,8 @@
 
 FILE *log_file = 0;
 
+#if DEBUG
+
 void
 log_write(const char *format, ...)
 {
@@ -34,3 +36,4 @@ log_write(const char *format, ...)
     va_end(args);
 }
 
+#endif
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